Yesterday I was pretty paranoid, lack of sleep, recovery from surgery, pain pills and dealing with school, all of it had me pretty wound up by last night. I let some of the psychic angst out on the page and after a long nights sleep I am feeling much better, at least not preparing to commit suicide. I am in my second day of figuring out what classes to take. I have so far been able to get into all my wait list classes which meant dropping some of the other classes I had. 18 units is max, I wonder if I will be able to handle that. Already I am kind of freaking out. That is mostly because I am job hunting and school attending at the same time. At some point I am going to have to focus on one or the other. Until then I am simply going to have to muddle along.
The hole they put in my stomach really hurts like hell, I take pain meds but seriously, this has got to stop. I need some time to simply recover. I probably will have to resign myself to a reduced academic load and another semester at LBCC.
As for the world, not much to say today, more shootings in the USA, this time a former cop in LA area is on some kind of rampage, killing other cops. Shooting anyone is undesirable, but if it has to be, I would rather see cops killing one another than their guns turned on some poor crazy homeless guy.
Tags: More Of Me.